Out of busy hours on this day in the office.. I received lot of emails and other task needs to be accomplished then suddenly I think of my friend who got married a month after us. Simple kamustahan I emailed her and to my curiosity to ask how are they as a couple and simple banat na.. Preggy ka na? She quickly replied to my email and very happy that there were no adjustment to them as they have been in relationship for such a long time.. Then telling me that YES.. she's pregnant and turning 6 mos before this month ends..To think that they are just married for 3 mos from today.
Hay.. I felt glad with that good news from a good friend. I could picture how she looks and his husband becoming a proud dad..
After an hour a soon to be mom friend of mine pop me a message and she said she looks good and pretty with her pregnancy while being proud that it's a baby girl..
Oh.. honestly I am feeling envy..
After an hour again I made myself relaxed having Champorado as snack then my team leader got a news that my boss wife was also 2 mos pregnant!Oh wow.. Yes I am happy that they were able to conceive quickly even if they got married near to 40's which here they believe that it is hard to conceive on that age..
And I should forgive myself for being a self pity and should accept more patience.
I am happy for all my friends. I think I should focus more loving my husband and prepare myself to become a mom soon... I am really hoping that this year we will have one also.. I am praying and I know God hears me.. I know HE has plan for us..
