I'm running out of words..

This post is not about Matt, not about my parenting..It's about my work.. Ughhh.. I have a project that's been due because of stress I was hospitalized and need to rest for two weeks. So another 2 weeks passed and I still not yet delivered this task. I'm not yet done with my documentation, not to mention that I am busy too for past few weeks though.  Ugh.. So what is this task about? I need to conduct training for 250 IT users in our company! Oh my gulay! 250 users with different nationalities..Nose bleed!  This one is really a challenge for me. GREAT CHALLENGE!!! I need to do this every month! I know in myself that I am not good in delivering words. Sometimes I am running out of words in the middle of my report during my school days. And now, I'm oblige to do this task. I don't have a formal training for this system and now maybe most of my audience assume I am an expert.. Maybe I should look on the positive side.. And should be great that my boss has a great trust on me. I should not turn him of. I know back of this there's a reason. I need to conquer my fear.. I need to focus.. focus... focus.. Good Luck to me. .Help me oh Lord. Please..