I miss him...

I stop suddenly, while being very busy doing work stuffs. It's dark outside but I have no choice but to stay and work.. Christmas is getting near, I could not stop the time, I have no choice. This coming Christmas should be our first Christmas as a family..
Oh, I am getting bit sentimental, bored and sad.. I miss my hubby.. I miss him a lot.. :-(

I miss those times we were busy being first time parents to our little Matthew... 

I miss dating with my hubby..

I miss preparing our little dining area and have lunch or dinner together..

I miss watching movies together...

I miss how we decorate and clean our little crib..

I miss our little conversations while having lunch/dinner...

I miss seeing him cooking on our little kitchen... 

I miss his recipes..

I miss our food trips..

I miss how we are sharing the same straw, using same spoon..

I miss how he wears simple shirt that makes me attracted to him.. 

I miss even our little fights and arguments..

I miss spending Sundays and attending mass together...

I miss how we pray together..

I miss us on our bed..

I miss his kiss..

I miss how we cuddle each other...

I miss his smiles, the glimpse of his eyes..

I miss being a wife..

These are few little things I just missed... I miss US...I have to be strong.... 

God please embrace me.. Please make our relationship much stronger even were distance apart...Please guide as always and make You as a center of our relationship. Please make as a good model and  a parent to our little Matthew.  I know your plans are great. Thank you for everything.

Ughh.. Have to go back to work..I need to wait, we will be together soon..